you and i both..lalala

I was watching Feast of Love. Towards the end of the movie, I realized I had tears in the corner of my eyes. It was the moment when Oscar died. The moment was heart wrenching.

Thinking back who I was before, I was this hard ass (excuse my language :p), egotistical, self-confessed macho girl. Saying this myself would’ve made people who know me right now in Sydney wouldn’t believe that. I would never, I repeat, never cried in front of people. I would avoid that.

Last night I was chatting with one of my good friend since diploma years. Raja Zuleikha, whom I knew since 2001. She said (well, typed would fit in the description..heh) something.

rajazueEM: hey aku suke la ko skrg
rajazueEM: dah jadi sensitive
rajazueEM: dah ade perasaan

myYM: aku takde perasaan ke dulu?
myYM: wahahahahah

rajazueEM: ko kan preserve punye org
rajazueEM: simpan dalam pastu kanser

myYM: ahahhaaha.
myYM: kanser
myYM: skrg tak dah eh
myYM: sebab nak meletup la
myYM: first few months
myYM: lepas tuh
myYM: banyak benda la yg merubah kot.

I think it's a good change, I hope so. Aku rasa macam mak minah kecoh pun ada sekarang ni. At least aku tak kena kanser dah....

tadi dah start tadarus, and I did really bad. I need to recite Quran more to improve my recital. I did envy Izza, kak Nurul and Rai for being able to read so well. And before Isya, I dropped by Julia's room, she was listening to Al-Quran recital online. The person whom reciting Quran verses online itu, bacaannya sangatlah indah which almost made me cried. Sangat lembut mendayu...so beautiful...Nanti aku link kan site nya ke sini, lupa pula tadi nak ambil link.

Anyway, ada orang cakap, kerja aku facebook, friendster dan blogging je. Ehem, correction...Ain't updating anything on friendster, ok! Plus, I did my work. And my time had passed to hassle on test and exams. I have no final, no test, just writing my paper. So..I'm writing according my definition of time and mood. eheh.

Not angry at you, tho. Just explaining. Plus, nothing to lose hanging aroung the internet kan, no money spent (dah selamat duit aku tang situ), and lots of things to read. And boleh jadi stalker, hahahaa....(siapalah mangsa aku ye??? jeng jeng jeng...tettt).

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xoxo,
sydneysiders.

psst: the title is because I was listening to Jason Mraz...