b a s i l ? ?

You Are Basil

You are quite popular and loved by post people. You have a mild temperament, but your style is definitely distinctive. You are sweet, attractive, and you often smell good.

What Spice Are You?

Aku amek test ni dari blog Sis wawa which dia amek dari blog kawan dia. hehe.tq sis.
Aku wonder la, betui ka mende ni/? mmg la tak betul, tp best gak kalau ada org verify kan, sama ada aku ni sama ke mcm description mcm basil tuh..

eheh.takpe la.esok skola.nak p tido.taa.

untuk ko...

rindukan family sememangnya lah kan.no dooubt. talking and chatting to them everyday shows how much i missed them.

but here, i am missing a friend so much. i was looking at a couple of friends here, who have good friend around them. Wan and Ain, Tas and Abu....it touched my heart. I missed having a friend, to hang out with, to talk about football, sepak2...sepak2 tuh untuk ko je. Betul...aku tak pakai sepak tuh utk org lain.

Siyes, aku wendu lepak ngan ko. gile la.rasa nak gi lepak desa view, dan2 tuh je pegi kan. siap lari2 dari wadi. pastu, nak gi nz, boleh tuh makan kepak ayam banyak gile aku rasa. pastu, gi tgk wayang lepas bli laptop aku. gile running nak masukkan duit cash tuh, semata-mata nak tgk Anak Halal tuh.

aku rasa mcm2 kita buat dlm short period.

bila aku tgk wan and ain main2, sakat2...kacau2, cubit2 ke hape, aku jeles. tgk tas lepak dgn abu..kuar2 tah ke mana..lepak2 sama2..tingat aku kat ko.tingat lak aku sepak2 ko masa bowling. pastu lepak kat kedai makan kol 1-2 pagi, dengan aku cuak2 mak aku marah. pastu barang ko kat aku..aku penang n95 ko, azie cam pelik2 je ko kasik aku pegang. it's mutual consent.kita kawan best.paling tak lupe time ada anjing hitam jahat kat umah ko memula dulu tuh kan.haha.jahat anjing tuh kan.patut kau langgar je.

kat sini aku rasa aku jadi clingy gile. tp aku takde org aku nak clingy, manja2...dan memanjakan. orang mungkin pk tah pape. tapi honestly, siyes, ko mmg kawan best. ko jugak adik yg best. huarghh...tatau nape...aku ingat ko sesangat. aku jeles tgk org lain.sangat jeles...sebab aku takde.and missing all those stupid stuff kita wat.ronda2 cyber.cari opis ko.

aku dtg kl untuk lunch kat ikan bakar.nyam2...rindu ikan bakar itu.tp ko dah kerja cyber...

walaupun ada cakap tipun, tapi...tak sama. ko tau la aku jenis yg suka ckp depan2 banding dalam tepon. lepak nz bawah kan, entah utk ape..bila la ko nak belanja aku kat kunang2 lagi ek? ada ke lagi??

hmmm...tah la.hari ni rasa tanak jumpa org.tanak tgk gelagat org. kalau tgk org dengan kenkawan dorg, buat aku rasa ingat ko. rasa sedih2, rasa hepi2...tp takde kawan yg suite nak melepak.

aku rindu ko. maybe org tak paham term rindu aku ni.org selalu salah anggap ke hape. lantak la.yg penting aku rindu ko in a sense of pure friendship. not more or less. maybe mcm ni sbb ada chemistry, ada bau2 bacang tuh...tuh yg best.buleh speaking paris sesame.hohoh.

ko jgn la menjadi gemok ek. jangan tak study. wat exam elok2. kita jadi budak skola sama2...tp ko lebih sket sbb sambil kerja.so kerja elok2.jgn stress2..join main le futsal dgn dorg2.boling ke hape.

dan kiranya, tak smpi next year, things change...ko kawan baik dgn org lain ke hape, ko ada awek ke hape, aku support ko. no worries. and kiranya ko dah tak baik dgn aku ke hape, takpe...sebab aku treassure kawan dgn ko. walau tak berapa nak lama.

hoho.maaflah emo mcm ni. tah, smlm masa ain hantar wan balik, dalam kete lagi aku dah tingat...dah pk2 kan ko. aku tak tau la...takde sape kat sini untuk aku baik sebegitu rupe. sort of being lonely although aku dikelilingi org, tp no one yg aku leh jd cam ko.

so, do take care. aku tak selalu cakap aku sayang...memang. even utk family pun jarang. pakwe apetah lagi sebab takde kan.hehehe...kawan mmg tak de la.mmg tah...i cant even recall.

tapi, ko...honestly..aku sayang ko.tulus ikhlas dari hati yg tak berapa nak bersih ni.ihihi.

xoxo,
sydney siders.

.ah beng little story.

Ah Beng bought a new mobile.
He sent a message to everyone from his
Phone Book & said,
"My Mobile No. Has changed.
Earlier it was Nokia 3310. Now it is
6610"

====================================
Ah Beng : I am a Proud, coz my son is
in Medical College .
Friend: Really, what is he studying.
Ah Beng: No, he is not studying, they
are Studying him.

========================================
==
Ah Beng : Doctor, in my dreams, I play
football every night.
DR: Take this tablet, you will be ok.
Ah Beng : Can I take tomorrow, tonight
is final game.

========================================
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Ah Beng : If I die, will u remarry?
Wife: No! I'll stay with my sister. But
if I die will u remarry?
Ah Beng : No, I'll also stay with your
sister.

========================================
=
Ah Beng : People consider me as a "GOD"
Wife: How do you know??
Ah Beng : When I went to the Park
today, everybody said,
Oh GOD! U have come again.

========================================
===
Ah Beng complained to the police: "Sir,
all items are missing,
except the TV in my house."
Police: "How the thief did not take
TV?"
Ah Beng : "I was watching TV news..."

========================================
=
Ah Beng comes back 2 his car & find a
note saying "Parking Fine"
He Writes a note and sticks it to a
pole "Thanks for complement."

========================================
=====
How do you recognize Ah Beng in
School?
He is the one who erases the notes from
the book when the teacher erases
the board.

========================================
=======
Once Ah Beng was walking he had a
glove on one hand and not on other.
So the man asked him why he did so. He
replied that the weather forecast
announced that on one hand it would be
cold and on the other hand it would
be hot.

========================================
==========
Ah Beng in a bar and his cellular
phone rings. He picks it up and
Says "Hello, how did you know I was
here?"

========================================
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Ah Beng : Why are all these people
running?
Man - This is a race, the winner will
get the cup
Ah Beng - If only the winner will get
the cup, why others running?

========================================
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Teacher: "I killed a person" convert
this sentence into future tense
Ah Beng : The future tense is "u will
go to jail"

========================================
=============
Ah Beng told his servant: "Go and water
the plants!"
Servant: "It's already raining."
Ah Beng : "So what? Take an umbrella
and go."

========================================
=============
A man asked Ah Beng why Ahmad Badawi
goes walking in the Evening and not
in the morning Ah Beng replied Ahmad
Badawi is PM not AM

brisbane.roadtrip.baik2aja.

ok.confirmed. tomorrow, at 9 pm, off to Brisbane. Road trip. it would be 12 hours driving, straight to brisbane. we're going to gold coast.

camp there, and jalan2. then, on wednesday, would head to somewhere between brisbane and sydney.

masa pergi amek route coastal road, masa balik ni amek jalan dalam sebab nak ke national park. camping kat somewhere between brisbane and sydney.

then, thursday will head back to sydney.

hohohoh..emangnya kami udah gila. tak plan betul2.ni kira jalan main redah, aktiviti nomad.waahahahah.aku suka.

nnt aku amek gambar banyak2.

ye, aku tau...mesti ramai yg membebel.kerja aku asyik berjimib-jimba je.

sbnrnye 21 april ni ada submission assignment which aku tak type lagi report sepatah haram pun.aaaaa....

takut pun ada, tp mcm tanak la bwk laptop ke camping,buatnye kena colek, nanes tak berlagu aku.huarghhhh.

tp, takot gak.sempat ke siap aku pny assignment ni.hish.mcm ada unsur2 mimpi ngeri la.

hohoho.tp insyaAllah sempat kot.

doakan aku semua baik2 ye.

.family vs stranger.

I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you."

We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said good-
bye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and
old.

Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very
still.When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a
frown.

He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.

While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."

By this time, I felt very small, And now my tears began to fall. I quietly went and knelt by his bed; "Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.

"Are these the flowers you picked for me?" He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree. I picked 'em because they're pretty like you. I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."

I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today; I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."
He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay. I love you anyway."

I said, "Son, I love you too, and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."

**********FAMILY*************

Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days. But the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than into our own family, an unwise investment indeed, don't you think? So what is behind the story?

Do you know what the word FAMILY means?
FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU

the gedik's conversation.

This conversation happened few days back. haha. it's nothing, really. takda kaitan dgn hidup atau mati.huhu.just 2 girls chatted about things, around..here and there.hihihih...

Miss Sexy. (11/4/2008 9:49:59 PM): if u are given 2 choice

Miss Sexy. (11/4/2008 9:50:04 PM): to have sex or to drink

Miss Sexy. (11/4/2008 9:50:13 PM): which one u going to choose

myYM (11/4/2008 9:50:16 PM): erk?

myYM (11/4/2008 9:50:19 PM): drink kot

Miss Sexy. (11/4/2008 9:50:22 PM): hahaaaha

myYM (11/4/2008 9:50:22 PM): tp nnt kalau drink

myYM (11/4/2008 9:50:25 PM): end up dgn sex

myYM (11/4/2008 9:50:26 PM): oh man

myYM (11/4/2008 9:50:28 PM): no way

myYM (11/4/2008 9:50:29 PM): tanak ar

myYM (11/4/2008 9:50:32 PM): both tanak

myYM (11/4/2008 9:50:37 PM): my virgin ni

myYM (11/4/2008 9:50:39 PM): nak simpan

Miss Sexy. (11/4/2008 9:50:41 PM): sbb tu org ckp minum ni segala raja setan

myYM (11/4/2008 9:50:41 PM): berkarat pn takpe

myYM (11/4/2008 9:50:54 PM): baik i buat sex tgh waras

myYM (11/4/2008 9:51:00 PM): daripada wat sex dah mabuk

myYM (11/4/2008 9:51:02 PM): baru nikmat

myYM (11/4/2008 9:51:04 PM): wakakakaakakakak

Miss Sexy. (11/4/2008 9:51:13 PM): kalo have sex blom tentu u nk minum aft that

Miss Sexy. (11/4/2008 9:51:18 PM): hahahhhahhaa

Miss Sexy. (11/4/2008 9:51:19 PM): whatever

oh..dont get them wrong...it's just a conversation...

.what was i thinking?.

Baca pasal masjid ni buat aku rasa best seketika lepas apa jadi smlm. Entahlah, sometimes I have the habit of expecting the very best from a person, I always craving to expect good things from people that I care.

I do not know what I had expected, I felt so naive. i am not a good person. I am nothing. but then, why in the would should i hold so dear to your words? I guess, I just wanna believe the good, the very best of a person, in the end, they're just human beings. And they do what they do. And i felt really lost and not useful for not being able to help 'em up.

Oh, no matter how disappointed i was, I guess, it's just not me to get angry or shout or whatever. I end up saying it softly. And I don't even portrays an angry person look.

Oh dear friend, I am not naive to being shock seeing that. Not at all. It's just I want it so bad to hold to your word. To believe the very best of you, the beauty in you. I never knew I care so much. I guess, it's easy for me to care.

I pray, I hope, I wish...there wouldn't be any second time. Oh, how I beg you. It's the king of every sin. Remember the story I've told you?

And know this, I don't hate you. I was frustrated and sad rather than angry.
Love yourself, if you hate others. Just love yourself. do not destroy 'em for your own sake.

anyway, shi.t done. talked to her. but in my way. so i do not know if it'll gives any effect.at least i tried. i hope it did.

oh yeah.lupe lak.just to tip u all, last nite there was dance party for malaysian. I didn't go, tho i have the sense of curiosity to go and see with my very own eyes.

i was too wired out because yesterday, i've got class from 9am to 5am and i walked back from uni syd to hall which took me about 1 hour 15 mins. it was a good walk tho. i tried to find my sanity back. but, it didnt really worked.

anyway, after yassin, i took a nap. then go back downstairs. lepak2, as usual.then tertido at my friend's room.

bangun, melepak.on9.nak mandi.

tgh pk, nak pegi shooting or nak basuh kain?hoho.

now, nak pergi jalan2 city lagi la.searching for my sanity. i really need it.

Masjid Baru di Germany: Kubah Yang Menakutkan warga Eropah

Selama 40 tahun warga Muslim Jerman berusaha memiliki tempat ibadah. Namun, diprediksi, dari menara masjid ini, masyarakat Eropa cemas

Puncak menara kembar di dekat gereja Katedral Gothic Jerman akan segera memiliki teman. Sebuah pencakar langit baru akan menghias di langit Cologne. Menara ini, dalam waktu dekat akan bersanding dengan menara Katedral Gothik yang dianggap terbesar di Jerman. Itulah, menara masjid besar Ehrenfeld. Masjid raksasa dengan anggaran sebesar 23 juta dolar AS atau setara Rp 211,6 miliar.

Masjid yang akan dimulai pembangunannya mulai Juni mendatang dan dijadwalkan akan rampung dua tahun mendatang itu kelak tak hanya akan membawa 120.000 orang Muslim Cologne menunjukkan identitas dirinya. Bahkan, boleh jadi akan membawa warna baru di Eropa.

Tentusaja, ini bukan pekerjaan sederhana tanpa keringat. Perjuangan mereka agar rencana pembangunan masjid di kota itu bisa tegak berdiri telah menyita waktu dan perhatian yang boleh dibilang tidak sedikit.

Warga Muslim Jerman yang berharap kehadiran masjid sebagai bisa jembatan dan medium integrasi dengan masyarakat setempat telah berjuang ‘berdarah-darah’ untuk mendapatkan identitasnya diri.

“Dengan adanya masjid ini, warga Muslim tidak akan berpikir lagi tentang negara asal mereka sebagai rumah mereka tapi memikirkan Jerman,” kata Seyda Can dari DITIB suatu ketika. DITIB adalah singkatan dari Turkish-Islamic Union for Religius Affairs.

Menurut Seyda, "warga Muslim sudah menetap di Cologne sejak 40 tahun yang lalu, tapi mereka masih saja shalat di ruangan-ruangan paling belakang. Ada 120 ribu Muslim di Cologne atau sekitar 12 persen dari jumlah populasi. Kami tidak seharusnya bersembunyi,” papar Seyda suatu hari dikuti Koran Jerman.

Tentu, upaya kaum Muslim tak berjalan mulus. Ada banyak liku-liku. Rencana pendirian masjid yang dilengkapi dengan kubah serta dua menara setinggi 55 meter itu banyak melahirkan penolakan.

Diantara kelompok yang amat gencar melakukan penolakan adalah kelompok kiri di Cologne. Melalui wadah Pro Cologne, mereka berusaha mendapat dukungan dari kalangan kiri di Austria dan Belgium. Kampanye Pro Cologne memandang langkah pembangunan masjid sebagai upaya “Islamisasi Eropa”.

Sejak dua tahun lalu mereka gencar mengampanyekan dan mengedarkan petisi penolakan pembangunan masjid. Jajak pendapat yang digelar harian cetak terbesar Cologne, Koelner Stadt-Anzeiger, menunjukkan 60 persen warga kota menolak berdirinya masjid lengkap dengan menara.

''Masjid itu akan memudahkan warga Turki menyusup ke dalam sebuah komunitas yang paralel di mana mereka tidak ingin berbahasa Jerman,'' kata Manfred Rouhs. ''Masjid itu juga simbol “islamisasi” di Eropa dan kegagalan intergrasi di mana 120 ribu Muslim Cologne, sebagian besar berdarah Turki, enggan membaur dengan kehidupan khas Jerman. Ini adalah sebuah bahaya bagi Eropa,'' lanjutnya.

Tak sekedar perasaan ketakutan akan hadirnya Islam. Penolakan juga diarahkan dengan bentuk tuduhan yang sangat tak layak.

Seorang pengemudi taksi Laszlu Reischl, memandang kehadiran masjid yang hanya berjarak dua mil dari katedral sebagai bukti kuat kehadiran Islam ekstremis, tak hanya di Jerman tetapi juga di benua Eropa.

''Saya selalu beribadah di sebuah kapel kecil tak jauh dari Katedral Cologne dan saya merasa ibadah saya tidak menjadi lebih bermakna ketika saya beribadah di katedral,'' ujar Laszlu Reischl (56). “Saya heran mengapa mereka ngotot membangun sebuah masjid, yang besar lagi,'' tegas Reischl sebagaimana dikutip situs www.bloomberg.com

Tapi asumsi itu ditolak kaum Muslim dan Walikota Cologne, Fritz Schramma. Sekretaris Jenderal Islamic Union, Mehmet Yildirim mengatakan, ''Susahnya mendirikan masjid merefleksikan ketakutan Jerman pada Islamofobia, rasisme, dan xenophobia.'' ''Masyarakat Jerman adalah sebuah masyarakat yang di masa lalu tidak banyak mempunyai relasi dengan komunitas yang berbeda agama dan kebudayaan. Oleh karena itu mereka menjadi mudah curiga dan khawatir,'' lanjut Yildirim.

Sementara itu, Walikota Cologne mengatakan, bagaimanapun, keberadaan masjid di Cologne sangat dibutuhkan. Cologne yang menjadi rumah bagi komunitas Muslim terbesar Jerman -- 12 persen dari total populasi -- tentu sangat aneh jika tidak mempunyai masjid. Selain itu, tegas Schramma, masjid akan meredam pengaruh kelompok radikal dan justru akan membantu penerimaan dan kepercayaan publik kepada Islam.

Schramma juga menggarisbawahi, pembangunan ini disetejui setelah kesediaan Islamic Union yang mau bernegosiasi dan menyetujui sejumlah perubahan. Diantara perubahan yang disepakati itu adalah; kaum Muslim menyetujui mengurangi ketinggian menara, ruang ibadah, dan menggemakan adzan hanya di lingkungan masjid melalui pengeras suara dalam ruangan. Dan yang patut diingat, tegasnya, mereka juga bersedia memberikan separo dari pertokoan bagi pemilik usaha warga Jerman.

Integrasi Muslim
Masjid yang pembangunannya menelan biaya sebesar 15 juta dollar ini, ditangani arsitek Jerman, Paulus Boehm. Boehm sudah bekerja di gereja-gereja local dan memenangkan kontes mendisain masjid. Bangunan megah ini akan terdiri dari dinding beton yang dibengkokkan lalu sambungkan ke suatu kubah kaca untuk menyampaikan keterbukaan.

Masjid itu nantinya akan menjadi masjid terbesar di Jerman, yang bisa menampung sekitar 2.000 jamaah. Rencana pembangunan masjid ini mendapat dukungan dari semua partai politik, persatuan-persatuan dagang dan banyak asosiasi.

Jerman adalah negara kedua di Eropa setelah Perancis yang jumlah warga Muslimnya paling banyak. Jumlah warga Muslim di Jerman saat ini diperkirakan mencapai 3, 2 juta orang dan hampir setengahnya berasal dari Turki.

Warga keturunan Turki pertama kali datang di Jerman sekitar tahun 1960-an. Mereka didatangkan guna membantu banyaknya kekurangan tenaga kerja pasca perang. Tapi kini, jumlah mereka sudah berkembang dan berintegrasi hampir mencapai 3 juta orang. Suatu perkembangan yang tak sedikit.

Di jalan utama Ehrenfeld, beberapa toko milik warga Turki menawarkan layanan istimewa, seperti hairdresser dengan kamar pribadi bagi wanita dengan jilbab.

Seorang pemangkas rambut menyediakan teh segar Turki dari cerek logam Rusia (kendi) yang secara tradisional biasa digunakan untuk memanaskan air.

Claus Moskopp (52) seorang tukang bunga di Ehrenfeld mengatakan, ia tak begitu khawatir dengan menara yang diributkan itu.

“Tidak mengganggu saya karena menara akan cocok dengan pemandangan kota, ujarnya.

Terkait adanya kelompok-kelompok yang tidak setuju dengan pendirian masjid, Seyda membandingkannya dengan penganut Protestan yang begitu mudah mendapatkan izin pembangunan tempat ibadahnya.

“Dua ratus tahun yang lalu, gereja Protestan pertama dibangun di Cologne. Ada proses panjang bagi penganut protestan agar bisa diterima, tapi hari ini, tentu saja mereka diterima di sini. Mengapa kita tidak sama seperti itu?", kata Seyda. [cha, berbagai sumber/www.hidayatullah.com]



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oh, terasa best pulak rasanya. ni yang membuatkan niat nak ke Germany membuak-buak pulak. mmg salah satu negara yg diconsider ni.hihi.

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syuh syuh.

menghalau diri sendiri utk meninggalkan internet, lappie, kerusi dan meja untuk tidur kerana esok ada kelas dari 9 pagi hingga 5 ptg.

oh.fatin atiqah...syuh2...tido.

psst; intai jap ape buat tadi? oh...bangun tak lah lambat.on9, buat ape2 tah.turun.lepak.naik.tido.bangun, borak2 kat bilik sebelah, urut2 tas...gelak2..nyanyi2...urut2 hani..balik bilik. turun bawah, lepak2 borak2...naik, baca buku jap.pastu, turun jap tgk tv, pastu naik, on9 jap..pastu...

syuh2....tdooooooooooooooooooooooooo

bye bye semua.

bye bye sydney, byebye malaysia...byebye dunia.

saya tidur dulu ya.

tidur best.bole lupe semua.badan sihat otak kuat.

yey.

xoxox,
sydney siders.

Father Married His Daughter

Outrage at father and daughter's baby together

· Incestuous couple go public in plea for tolerance
· Police and social services monitor family

• Barbara McMahon in Sydney
• The Guardian,
• Tuesday April 8 2008
• Article history

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This article appeared in the Guardian on Tuesday April 08 2008 on p18 of the International section. It was last updated at 00:01 on April 08 2008.

An Australian father and daughter who have conceived an apparently healthy child are being monitored by police and social services after going public about their incestuous relationship.

John Deaves, 61, and his daughter Jenny, 39, say they want to be treated as an ordinary couple despite being biologically related, but their case has sparked outrage. It has been revealed in court documents that their previous child died from a congenital heart defect a few days after birth.

The couple, who have pleaded guilty to incest and been banned by a judge from having sexual contact, appeared on a television news show in Australia to tell their story. They were shown with their nine-month-old daughter Celeste, who they said was fit and well.

"John and I are in this relationship as consenting adults," Ms Deaves told the Nine Network. "We are just asking for a little bit of respect and understanding."

Mr Deaves was married to his daughter's mother 40 years ago but she divorced him while he was in prison for armed robbery. Ms Deaves did not see her father again until eight years ago when she was married and had two children.

She said there was an immediate physical attraction between them and that two weeks after meeting the couple had sex. Ms Deaves described the relationship with her father as being like "a sexual relationship with any other man".

Her father, who was also married at the time, admitted on television that initially he thought the relationship was wrong. "I knew it was illegal, of course I knew it was illegal, but so what?" he said. "Emotions take over."

The couple, who both left their spouses and moved together to South Australia, were investigated by the Department of Families and Communities and both made full admissions when questioned by police.

Last month a judge acknowledged their relationship was a "mutually consensual union" and said they could still see each other but that they would be placed on a good behaviour bond and were banned from having sex. He said during sentencing he took into account the high risk of congenital defects of children born from incestuous relationships and the psychological harm that could be caused to children of such families.

There have been calls, however, for the couple's young daughter and Ms Deaves' two other children, who are living with them, to be put in care.

Mr Deaves' former wife Dorothy, whom he left for his daughter, has also disputed claims that the two were strangers to each other and said Ms Deaves attended their wedding when she was 15.

Psychologists say biologically related people can experience "genetic sexual attraction" but incest is taboo in most countries because of the health risks to children born of such unions.

A German brother and sister are currently fighting for the right to continue their sexual relationship and are challenging incest laws. They have four children together, three of whom are in foster care. Patrick Stübing faces imprisonment if he resumes a sexual relationship with his sister Susan.

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smiling.karaoke.thankyou.

I am smiling again. oh, what a day. i slept again at 8 until 9.30pm. then, there's a birthday celebration for one of the malaysia hall residents. after that, i was texting my roomate (yeah, got the habit of texting each other to tell stuff.ahaks), i was telling her that i wanted to continue my sleep, but then, she saw me, and ajak pergi karaoke.

oh, hell yeah. i was doozing of in the car, and thinking that i dont want to sing. tp bila dah sampai, lain yang jadi. It was a very fun night. we were singing like a mad man. it was so fun. no illegal stuff in the room, yet, we were so hyped.

we sang together, and dance and i had so much fun. yeah, kinda iched a little in my heart, but i am living aren't i? i am smiling and laughing the honest laugh that i could give.

not much to say because i've slept all day long.

lepas balik je dari karaoke, i get my lappie, and we watched back (i brought my camera so mas caught a very good video of us singing..and no, i am not gonna upload it, it'll probably jeopardize my career.hahahaaha)....we were laughing, and i dont think, i'll ever get bored watching the vids.

hey friend, i am capable of having fun here, thank you. *winky wink*

so, gonna continue reading "the other boleyn girl", and after that...goodbye sydney, goodbye world, good nite.

oh, another piece from me before i doze off.

Terima kasih bulan.
Terima kasih bintang.
Terima kasih bayu.

Terima kasih kerana hantar kan teman penguat semangat.

Ku renung kan kamu,
ku titipkan kasih ku pada mu.
Ku renung kan kamu,
ku tiupkan rindu ku pada mu.
Ku renung kan kamu,
Ku kibarkan sayang ku pada mu
Ku renung kan kamu,
Ku layarkan cinta ku pada mu
Ku renungkan kamu,
Ku alunkan hati ku pada mu.

Segalanya ku berikan..
tanda terima kasih ku pada mu.

terima kasih.

. s m i l i n g .

For the past few days, i have been struggling with my feelings. It's the time of the month where I feel fragile and easily hurt the most.

However, that was only the contribution factor. I've been hurt way before that.

But, recently, my day have been lifted by words from new found friend that had given me strength, shockingly amazed by the effect that get to me. the poem was amazing.

Today, I woke up really late. Last nite, I didn't sleep at all. I slept at 8 something am (because i was watching the dreading football game by Arsenal, oh how my beloved team had lose...i cried, ok..I'm a drama queen..I know that. *smirk*). I woke up at 4 pm.

I woke up, freshen up a bit, pull up my lappie and switched it on. and there, here I am writing. with my horrible hair and smiling face.

Why am I smiling, I woke up and the first thing I've read was a very beautiful poem. A beautiful advise. And it become a beautiful morning (erk, might be beautiful afternoon..heheh).

And apart of those blab I've been blabbing last nite, I've been good. And one thing is for sure, I am going to live my life, the best it could be. And nothing could stop me from living it.

No matter how hard I am fighting with my feelings, or hiding or whatever inside my twisted mind and heart, I still going to live.

Psstt..hey you..I am smiling.

thank you.

.rage.sadness.and.words.

football always makes me feel better. it does. it always does. and it did makes me feel better.when diaby scored.and even when hypia equalised.and when ade puts in a great ball back in the net.

but then, why does the stupid referee have to give penalty to Arsenal?it is an incorrect decision and it broke my heart. oh how it broke my heart.

Oh. last leg, that was a penalty. It's a descrimination. I hate it when the ref gets away with this.

And i am crying.

And it's raining heavily. seems like the rain join me pouring out my tears.

Oh well. at least i;ve got a company.

Again. Oh, how i hate it. I hate it. I need a punching beg to let go of my rage, my sadness.

in the end, what i have left is my word.

and so be it.

.w h y ?.

Wahai bulan, tolong lah aku. Aku kesedihan.

Aku senyum sentiasa. Aku ketawa sentiasa. Aku berjenaka sentiasa.

Tapi, hati ini tiada siapa yang tahu.

Oh, how I wish I could talk to somebody. Anybody. I need to talk. I need to cry on someone shoulder. But I couldn't. I just couldn't.

I can't tell anything. I couldn't trust anybody enough to tell them the thing that had been killing me slowly inside. I just can't jeopardize anything.

Oh how i wish I am not here now and am not in this mess.

Why do i have to want........

Why do I want .........
I know I would never get....
I know I could never get....

Oh bulan. Oh bintang. Oh bayu.

Tolong lah aku.

Tolong lah jauhkan ini semua.

Tolong lah aku.

the abu's conference.

i cant find any words to describe it, but it was overwhelming. i miss my abu's hero.hahaha...korang berdua mmg make me laughed like a hyena. rahsia itu milik kita aje ek.

well, i was talking about the conference i had with both my not-so-little brother. abuajid and abuyang. i never thought that being away kinda cool. i dont think we'll be doing this if we're around the same place. (maybe yeah, maybe no)...either way, the conversation makes me feel good.

tho we're worlds apart, ajid in moscow, yang in kl, and me in sydney...but that's the power of technology. where we can share.

i them, and kinda cool sharing secret with my hulubalang. funny gile bila keluar term2 "only the abu's will know"...hoho...it'll be our little secret.

oh, another abu lagi sorg tuh ada, mmg cukup korum.leh bukak kedai kopi abu la.

hik hik hik.

adik2, we should do this often, lagipun korang dah besar.mula2 mcm awkward je nak sharing dgn korang, tp, better you guys daripada org lain.mcm leh caya je org lain.baik caya korang, kalau nak marah bole lagi nak gunakan kuasa veto ku as the eldest.muahahahaha...

you guys will always be my laksamana (up sket la dari hulubalang kan)...

ps:sila jalankan kerja anda.belajar elok2.good luck utk yang for ur xm.

hmm..

what else? went to fishing ptg tadi, (aku tak fishing pun, gedik2 around je lebih).

i always love water. i have this fondness towards sea.ocean. it's remarkably beautiful, gorgeous, handsome...created by God. penuh misteri disebalik air yg dalam...

yeah, org mungkin tgk aku mcm apeje bila nampak sesuatu, eksaited terlebih.well, i am full with emotion. i love it, then i love it. i smile, and laugh when i got excited. if i have smaller figure, i would dance like a bird (bukan tak bole skrg, tp mcm hodoh je rupa kalau terkinja-kinja)...:p

congrats to anas sebab dapat ikan yg agak besar.manis je lepas di goreng.

ok la.brief sbb dah lewat.esok kelas.tdo dulu.taa.

.driving.karaoke.dan.thanx.

Aku sangatlah hepi.tadi aku drive di bandar sydney buat pertama kali nya.

tp, apart of my happiness and smile...i kinda feeling sick. i had this migraine. it's killing me. i miss emak. yela, selalu kena migrin, mak picitkan.

but then, i dont want to get the sympathetic look, or annoyed ppl with my sickness. i am ok.so...act like me.laughing and all. because i've got to drive.hihihi.

ape aku ckp ni?mencecer tah pape.

ada sebab nya.tp tak bole share di sini.rahsia rahsia rahsia.kenapa? sebab rahsia.

anyway, dah bli station wagon.bukan milik aku sorang la.keta mitsubishi 1992 tp coondition mmg tiptop. lagi best dari myvi aku. share dgn 3 org lagi member. $500 sorg. ni bukanlah keta utk berjimba-jimba.tp ini utk buat backpacking travel sbb dia dgn khemah dan alatan semua.nnt nak ke melbourne ikut coastal.

and smlm aku lepas gian gi karaoke.

hihi.tgk la ni.


hehehe..aku pakai baju kurung purple.dgn kasut comel aku. (ni kalau tak dgr la ape aku mencecer la dlm u tube tuh) incase kalau wondering ape cekih aku pakai baju kurung tuh, sbnrnye aku pakai baju kurung tuh sebab sblm tuh ada solat maghrib dan isya berjemaah dan bacaan yassin serta tazkirah.setiap jumaat kat sini mmg ada.best.ramai org lain pn join.

hmm.pada yang ada vote aku, berbanyak terima kasih aku ucapkan.sebenarnye aku tak sangka. aku sangat lah terharu.rasa nak menitik air mata pun ada.bukan ape, kadang2, bila jauh, ingatkan ada yang tak ingat.tp rupanya... tak sangka.maceh korang2.

thank banyak2.

ok la.nak cerita panjang tp dah ngantuk la. esok nak buat kerja skola.kerja skola kena siapkan kalau nak pergi jalan2.

selamat malam semua.

xoxo,
sydney siders.

brief update:.wagon & karaoke.

a lot yg jadi smlm dan harini.

i owned a car. not really a car, but sharing la.with another 4 friends. it's actually a station wagon.for our road trip.

i'll tell more about the car later.

anyway, just got back from karaoke session.oh man.melempiaskan rindu berkaraoke.

ada lagu melayu tu.layan exist, layan slam, iklim.hohoho.sukanye.aku pergi pakai baju kurung purple yg pernah pakai masa men bowling BDN.rindu plak rasa nak main bowling berbaju kurung.1st time pakai baju kurung cotton tuh, siap score dgn tak disangka kan.rindu rindu.

on top of baju kurung, aku cover dgn jaket kulit.kasut aku pakai kasut adidas tennis vintage aku.pastu pakai black leather sling bag.how cool was that?

hahah.bole wat kat sini je.rasa cool gile.oh.teruja nya.kalau kat msia haruslah aku di usha power.

esok ada gotong royong besar2an kat hall.kena tedo awal.takde la awal sgt pn.dah kol 3.48am ni.hhihi.

urm,so much things to say...but i am so damn sleepy.so postpone la ek.tata.

nite all.nite malaysia.

xoxo,
sydney siders.

.rindu ayah.

sekarang ni tengah extra time game arsenal vs liverpool untuk champions league. score masih 1-1. tiba-tiba rasa rindu nak tengok bola kat rumah dengan ayah, sambil gaduh-gaduh sape menang sape kalah. lepas tu, aku mesti rasa panas je sebab ayah suka sangat bakar-bakar.

mmmm....rindu la.

rindu sangat2...

kadang-kadang ayah dengan kain pelikat turun kat tangga pelan-pelan around pukul 3 lebih or 4. kadang2, aku naik kejut dia bangun tengok bola. kadang2, aku kejut dia tak bangun, dah tengah2 game, pelan2 dia turun...pastu aku sengih2 kambeng tengok dia turun if arsenal tengah leading.

rindu laa.a........

starving.travelling.goodbye boys???

Today, after went to newtown and uni syd, i went to those boys place. cooked for them. i did miss that. i dont think my cooking was good, but because i was starving to death (i actually had eaten a kebab, but it doesnt really fit my perut pny description of kenyang), i think the dinner was superb. I ate like a hyenna *smirk*.

went back around 10.15... i thought of sticking around, to watch the Champions Leageu match between arsenal vs liverpool. But didn't bring any change, so back to hall. after this, i'll try to set up the lappie in the computer room to watch the match on tvu player.

anyway, had a chat with abu and mas about travelling around next week or two. been planning for this like, my whole life is set up for this. if i ever could flip thru again my old thoughts and wonder, i would and show the world how much i wanted to travel.

i have this idea on me, travelling on foot, backpacking, and hitch hiking with a friend or two, and sleep where we can, eat, cook...whatever...i know it's kinda impossible, and that's why i called it a dream of mine. but with some modification, with station wagon or camper van...that dream might come true. oh...it's going to be awesome.

i am short of .... tho. i don't know. i've overspent everything. man, i should stop this madness of spending things without controlling it. i promise,this wont happen again.

anyway, while planning it with abu and mas, a movie came across my mine. it was the goodbye boys. i think, i've written an entry regardinig this movie. well, yeah...the movie might be a little bit ridiculous and surreal, but...i love it tho. how it portrays and said about how people can be different and learn thru time and experience.i looked at it thru different perspective.(ah, my imagination might be too wide and ridiculous tho at times)


how a fool can be a billionaire. how the brainiac can be nobody. we never knew...we never know...you see, i was in the shoe of nobody before. i was the bottom in my school list in exam results. but i think, i do feel great right now, at least a piece of me do feel great of what i've become.

here an extract from the official website of goodbye boys.

It’s a group expedition with individual goals. The harsh realization is that although we’re a troop/patrol, we’re not necessarily a ‘brotherhood’. Friends are important but eventually, it’s not always about togetherness. Memorable camaraderie, yes, but each and everyone needs to grow up, get real. Stand on your own two feet, walk your own walk.

Some will return mini-heroes, content with being welcomed by their dream dates at the 5th Form Farewell Prom organized by the Ipoh Convent girls. Others will realize that the expedition is the beginning of other things in life… the need to escape a small town to realize… one’s dreams…

When you grow up in any small town, you know that you have to breakaway in order to discover your fullest potential. This is a story that will capture the psyche of a group of young boys on the brink of leaving their comfort zones, in transition… It is a confusing yet exciting time where you wish the possibilities were endless but in reality, you know your escape routes are limited.

every steps we take, every move we make is an experience. and not forgetting, every word we said, might be remembered by others.

and for that, i am gonna grab as much experience that i can while i am here.

and now, i should go and put something on...man, it's getting freaking cold here.( i just had my shower...hohoh, pemalas tadi...)

taa.

Books.love.beach.love.

This morning, went to the airport to send Tim, Mas's sister back to Malaysia. Did feel sad a little.she's been here about 2 weeks. kinda missing her present.

Anyway, while we were waiting for her to board, we went to a bookstore. I couldn't help myself from buying a couple of books. One is "The Other Boleyn Girl" a book by Philippa Gregory, the one that they made a movie based on this book, another one is "A Thousand Splendid Suns" by Khaled Hosseini, the author of "The Kite Runner". Kinda gave a this jingling feeling to read the books. Anyway, few days back, I did bought a book, "The Measure of A Man" by the well-known actor, Sidney Poitier.

I don't have any idea, when I'll be able to finish reading those books. But then, I think, the books here quite cheap, it makes me feel crazy not to buy them and add up my collection to build my very own mini library.

Oh, I love books.

Oh, well, back reality. Mas and I decided to take a bus back to hall. We bumped into Ayu and a group of UMS student that visiting Sydney. So, a favor for Ayu and those students, since thay cant get in one bus in one time with those bulky bags, so we divided into two groups, and Mas and I lead the second group. Cut story short, went to Randwick, bought shoe rack and bookshelf, back to hall, and out again to Coogee beach with Mas and Yalis.

I just wanted to help yalis to get her work done. kinda had a good time. i love the beach. i just love the sound of the water splashing on the rock, and walking on the sand. Gosh, the sand was so cold, it felt like walking of ice...

back to hall, i dont even stepped into the hall, i saw those boys throwing some hoops. So i joined them, and since they're going to Moore Park, I decided to tag along.

Man, I just love Moore Park. Hey, it's not because I'm loving the fact that I can "cuci mata" but then, among all the people and the noise, I felt calm and kinda cool place to read because the others are doing their own matter.

I innocently admit my reading was stopped by a friend that hooked me into a conversation. Not that its not a good one tho. I'm ok with it.

Btw, i was reading the other boleyn girl. Gosh, the books is superb. I just read the first chapter, but the first few pages already hooked me into finishing the book.

then, when the guard shut off the spotlight, oh how lovely the shy is. I love the stars, seems like they're shinning at me. And they're shinning to the world, telling us that we are not a lone.

Oh, another crap of mine.aha.

but, for whatever it is, man, it's damn cold night.

and now, im in my room, typing my blab...

erm, better stop now, and continue assembling my bookshelf.taa.