sydneysider's lover sounds nice. what say you?

I painted it on TONG 09 wall of fame (kot..dont know what to call the plastic thingy)

I have made list on what I wanted to talk to you. But in the end, none of the issue or stupid stories made it to his ear. Why?

Relationship is not an easy matter. In fact, it will never be. UNLESS, we make it easy. which is very conflicting and contradicting and hell i dont think it even make sense in my life anymore.

Of how many tears i've shed, i am amazed with myself on how forgiveness could be presented in less than 5 minutes. after 12 hours of crying. Love is blind. Love is crazy. Love is insane. I am definitely insane.

And yet, it is most pure and beautiful

I can't believe on how little things can make me cry and how little things can make me laugh too.

You might say that you dont promise to make me smile, but the fact that you say you'll try already make me smile.

I'm soft? maybe. I'm too forgiving? well...yeah (masuk bakul angkat sendiri felt really good..*grins*). But hey, I am happy. Can't question that.

But through the fights and misunderstanding, we develop things. and we will keep on developing and learning things. And now, I know one thing more about you than yesterday.

And we can sorted out the difference between us.

And it makes me feel good waking up in the morning knowing i get to know u more.

and for that. thank you. dok.

xoxo,
sydneysiders (or i might change this later to "sydneysider's lover" *winks* once I get back to kl)...

ps: seriously sayang, I'm learning.

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And im learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And im learning you

And if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too