Friday, November 06, 2009

PJJ yang bukan pendidikan jasmani.

LDR = Long distance relationship or PJJ = Perhubungan jarak jauh.

i bet loads of you guys/girls out there is in it. One thing I realize yang boleh break the PJJ is communication. Some, can go on days without communicating (was respek la lu kakak), and some can't. The thing is, kalau ada macam sort of ketidakpuasan hati or taksebulu/sefaham, and then kan, macam terjauh, ada gap and distance, its either boleh buat you makin rindu pada your partner, or buat you makin jauh and makin independent and dont need the person anymore.

Me, i think part of me, make myself cling to it because I am afraid that if I'm being lose on the road by myself, I might be too comfortable alone again, because I have been on my own two feet for years, bila let go pun, it is actually not a problem. So, bila again, being comfortable, terasa takot macam tak ada different of being alone.


gambar takde kena mengena dengan posting. sekadar selingan sebab i look curvy-licious and fair in this. ^___^

I myself lah takot. Part of it, I mmg clingy and needy and sebenarnye, need to be needed. want to be wanted.

Maybe la jugak, i could be ok.sebab we never know. But for now, selagi ada daya, selagi ada tenaga, selagi ada will power, I will put my ego down, and need "it" because i am not coonfident and am afraid that i will drift away on my own.

maybe, when i am stronger, or us become more stronger, i'll cling to that strength to not being needy.

i hope you will hold on to it, as tight as you can...

amin.

2 ramblings:

arin said...

fatin, i've been in PJJ relationship for nearly 5-6 years with my husband ( b4 kiterg married la, waktu belajo dulu )...gile weng , i tell you..bila terusik sket..perghh..tu diaaaaaa...bersedia la untuk bil telefon yang mencanak naik..

fatin itu saya said...

ahah.nasib skrg ada skype.ym.ntah ape2 lagi.

:p.

rasa mcm nak wat protected post je plak.tiba2 rasa shy2 cat.