Saturday, September 22, 2012
my head is going to explode soon. i know it;s not the end of the world. but my world spinning like crazy. and i seem to have no control at all of my emotions. what should i do to be calm and steady? i hate myself right now. i can't imagine anybody wants to be near me or with me or ever be associated with me at all. im such a nuisance selfish brat. i know that yet i cant help it. sometimes i wish im not here. im sorry that you met me. im sorry.